原来那么久以来,都是我的错。
我一直以为我是对的,从来没什么错过。
但是,原来我真的错了。
而且,错得很离谱。
我的要求,原来让你辛苦了。
真的很对不起,真的不会的了。
这一次,我真的错了,也严重地伤了。
手上的伤,就等于心里的痛。
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Monday, June 18, 2012
Focus on something
I noticed that my friends are mid term now ,
but for me , my final examination is start from august .
It is not short distance from now on , there just 1 and half month.
i got a lot of subject still cant even get it well ,
how can I go for exam ? STRESS !
Maybe my body is getting some problem now ,
I will gastric when i stress on something such as my tutorial work =.=
especially for economics ! this drive me crazy ..
i try to love it , but it doesn't want to love me !
For personal problem, i really don't know what happen now.
We still love each other ? I have no idea actually.
Just make it simple and normal.
Focus on study is the best .
but for me , my final examination is start from august .
It is not short distance from now on , there just 1 and half month.
i got a lot of subject still cant even get it well ,
how can I go for exam ? STRESS !
Maybe my body is getting some problem now ,
I will gastric when i stress on something such as my tutorial work =.=
especially for economics ! this drive me crazy ..
i try to love it , but it doesn't want to love me !
For personal problem, i really don't know what happen now.
We still love each other ? I have no idea actually.
Just make it simple and normal.
Focus on study is the best .
Saturday, June 16, 2012
温柔,不在这里
为什么男生都喜欢温柔的女生?
这个世界还有温柔的女生吗?
也许还有,但一定不是我。
我敢说我为了他已经收敛了很多,
那他还要求什么?难道在他眼中,其他女生比较温柔?
温柔,不在我这里。
这是我的性格,我要改的就是那么多。
如果他要更温柔的,对不起,那不是我。
他的朋友温柔,我知道。
但是不要把我尝试变成她们好吗?
如果是这样的话,那还是我吗?
如果他是要我的温柔,而不是我的好,
那我对他来说,算是什么?
我不是那些温柔的女生,一直都不是,
不要把我改变,这不是我!
这个世界还有温柔的女生吗?
也许还有,但一定不是我。
我敢说我为了他已经收敛了很多,
那他还要求什么?难道在他眼中,其他女生比较温柔?
温柔,不在我这里。
这是我的性格,我要改的就是那么多。
如果他要更温柔的,对不起,那不是我。
他的朋友温柔,我知道。
但是不要把我尝试变成她们好吗?
如果是这样的话,那还是我吗?
如果他是要我的温柔,而不是我的好,
那我对他来说,算是什么?
我不是那些温柔的女生,一直都不是,
不要把我改变,这不是我!
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Love NOT tears
下午,他问我要不要去看戏?
他说很久没陪我看戏了。
晚上看完戏后,他又说要带我去走走。
我们驾车走走,他还说了一句超慌缪的话,
“ 如果可以,我带你上云顶走走!”
不是吧?我家有门禁啊。
也许他发现很久没陪我了吧,
我还告诉他说,你这样对我,我更怕啊。
感觉就像是他做错事,然后对我好。
他说的那些话,真的让我觉得很感动。
我无法压抑自己的感觉,
我看着他,当他离开的那一刻,
我都不会让他走的,我说我不要他走。
他就骂我说:“ 傻的,我们已经很幸福了。”
这是正确的,比起其他人,我们已经超幸福了。
可以一起去上学,放学,走街,看戏,吃饭等。
我是从以前在一起就跟他同班,难免会比较依赖他。
我开始可以好好地上课,但是他说那番话,
让我再次想起他,情何以堪呢?
我的依赖,不想带给他痛苦。
只是,我真的很想抱着他。
这是我最好的表达方法,
他对我而言,太重要了。
他说很久没陪我看戏了。
晚上看完戏后,他又说要带我去走走。
我们驾车走走,他还说了一句超慌缪的话,
“ 如果可以,我带你上云顶走走!”
不是吧?我家有门禁啊。
也许他发现很久没陪我了吧,
我还告诉他说,你这样对我,我更怕啊。
感觉就像是他做错事,然后对我好。
他说的那些话,真的让我觉得很感动。
我无法压抑自己的感觉,
我看着他,当他离开的那一刻,
我都不会让他走的,我说我不要他走。
他就骂我说:“ 傻的,我们已经很幸福了。”
这是正确的,比起其他人,我们已经超幸福了。
可以一起去上学,放学,走街,看戏,吃饭等。
我是从以前在一起就跟他同班,难免会比较依赖他。
我开始可以好好地上课,但是他说那番话,
让我再次想起他,情何以堪呢?
我的依赖,不想带给他痛苦。
只是,我真的很想抱着他。
这是我最好的表达方法,
他对我而言,太重要了。
Monday, June 4, 2012
Sem break
finally i got free time to update my blog , now i enjoy my sem break but actually i have a lot of assignment haven done yet , it drive me crazy .
Last thursday i rush for my economics assignment and i didn't slept till next day morning ..
bad news ! i cannot log in to my portal and get my safe assign ..
i very worry about this because if without safe assign , 5% mark will be deducted.
The due time is 2pm but the system is not working till 11.30pm !
so i tell myself that don't to do work at last minutes .
last week i celebrated 1 and 7 month anniversary with my boy..
i got a bad habit , i like to make present or surprise for him .
this is good or bad ? i don't know @@
i just enjoy the feel that i love him .
i made a video for him ..
when i miss him , i just create something new and give him ..
Last thursday i rush for my economics assignment and i didn't slept till next day morning ..
bad news ! i cannot log in to my portal and get my safe assign ..
i very worry about this because if without safe assign , 5% mark will be deducted.
The due time is 2pm but the system is not working till 11.30pm !
so i tell myself that don't to do work at last minutes .
last week i celebrated 1 and 7 month anniversary with my boy..
i got a bad habit , i like to make present or surprise for him .
this is good or bad ? i don't know @@
i just enjoy the feel that i love him .
i made a video for him ..
when i miss him , i just create something new and give him ..
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