Sorry My friends

nowaday , i don't know how to real smile .. 

doesn't mean all my smile is fake .. 

just i feel i hard to facing everyone .. 

Whatever .. because this not important at all .. 

today i shout on darren , i feel sorry to him .. 

during recess , i almost argue with veron coz something .. 

1 more mistake for today .. 

what's wrong with me ?! angry & moody all the time .. 

that is mental illness or i don't know how to calmly myself ? 

really feel sorry to you all .. 

besides that , i hope something that not been happened .. 

i really don't know how to facing .. 

long-term pain will be lead to change the human's mind .. 

i have no idea to leave myself from that horror place .. 

just stand at the same place and never move ..